It has helped to get out of Sydney for a few days and have some time to think through things. Like any fresh wound, if you prod it enough, you’re bound to experience some pain. At the same time, you can’t neglect it or else it may fester and become much worse.
“Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives to everyone generously without a rebuke, and it will be given to him. But he must ask in faith, without any doubts, for the one who has doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind.” James 1:5-6
God increase my faith so that I can ask for wisdom that only you can provide.